More Than I Am - Gabby Johnson

More Than I Am ©

Winter is gone, thank God I made it
It's always so cold, you know how I hate it
Trapped inside myself, it's so hard to relate to you
With visions of springtime, clover and dandelion
Light up my eyes like the feeling of the first time
I cut my tongue on the knife they call love
I felt rejected and jaded and was so afraid that love
Was the best thing I'll never know

I try to go out, but I don't like crowds
I find myself in a corner sitting down like a child
Scared of what might happen if I got up and had a good time
My friends think I'm crazy, momma knows I'm depressed
She just thinks I need to try to get some shit off my chest
But I can't seem to find hope in the middle of the night

The sun came out today so I took a drive
Down an old familiar road not a cloud in the sky
So I rolled my window down and flew my aeroplane
Just me and the wind, we became best of friends
As it blew up my sleeve, made me feel like I was ten
When the sun went down I wished I could go back
Because that was the best day that I've had in a while

And I'm just trying to be something better than I am
Love has got me down, love I have not found
But everyday I press on
Wheels are gonna roll, the road is long
I'm not giving up 'cause I have just begun
And I'm just trying to be something better than I am
Love has got me down, love I have not found
I'm trying to be, I'm trying to be, more than I am